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i still remember
our last kiss
the desperation i felt
from you
the goodbye
i felt it
i felt you
searching for reasons
to stay
and i let you down
i'm sorry i did
i apologized that day
i wasn't myself
and you needed a reason
to stay
maybe you thought
i wanted you gone
because i didn't return
our last kiss
with the same passion
i tried to
but as per usual
you pulled away too fast
you always do
and i never got
the oppourtunity
to show you
how much i care
how much i want you
miss you when you're gone
if i'd known
every fibre of my existence
would have gone into that kiss
if only i'd known
if only i'd known...