fuck fuck FUCK
this is never going to end, is it?
if i start moving on
*incoming intense guilty feelings*
if i stay hooked on you
intense depression waltzes in
chest puffed out
dominating everything it sees
the guilt leads to depression
depression leads to suicide
depression leads to suicide
depression leads to the end
i wish someone could tell me
what i want to hear
is that the answer?
if i leave
there's no hope
hope is gone for me
if i let hope in
i get disappointed
and i fall
maybe just...
plow my way through everything
hand in hand
with sadness?
or do i just give up?
gone gone gone
gone forever.
Never EVER give up on hope sweetie,hope is the sun on a dank murky day,the umbrella in a heavy downpour.Hope keeps us alive and is the elastoplast on the cuts love and life give us,its the glowing sword which rips the dark despair of depression to let the sun shine through,its the rainbow after the rain.I love you sweetie,and i love your poems,they let me glimpse the strong passionate young woman who is emerging from childhood like a butterfly from a chrysilis.You are a very special person sweetheart,with a very very special gift which reaches out and touches others.I love you xxx
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