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i love that feeling
where you're dizzy
you're spinning
around and around and around
and you can't stop
even if you wanted to
but you don't
you never want the dizziness
to end
the dizziness
blurs the bad things
the good things
and makes them one
great
big
blob
it's genderless
it's painless
and it can't hurt you
only problem with it is
you eventually fall down
and when you're at your most vulnerable
the bad inevitably finds you
every
goddamn
time