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today is the day
that i decide
make the decision
about
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
it starts with this bottle
and the contents within
progresses to the gutter
where my mind can be found most days
when it isn't lost and wandering the streets alone
from the gutter to a prison cell
where i cannot think or do what i like
from there
we move to trust
the light of my life
who i cannot trust
because of the previous things
the gutter, the bottle, the prison cell
hardened
or softened?
consistently stepped on by others
looks like i'm on the right track so far.