i'm sorry

i am so sorry
that you had to see me like that
that i treated you like that
i promised i never would
i would never get angry with you
which entails never treating you like crap
and i did it anyway
you have every right to leave
to say FUCK YOU
and leave
my biggest worry is that you will
despite that fact
that i treated you like crap
i really hope you stay
you're my novocaine
allowing me to roll down the rocky cliffs of life
unharmed
if you ever see this
i hope you get my robot chicken reference