it's all been for THIS

if only we weren't in this situation
if only he weren't involved
if only we could be alone
funny, i've never wanted to be alone before
but i guess when you're alone together, it's not so bad
if only we could feel as much as we wanted
and express that feeling
with as much feeling as we deemed necessary
if only you knew what you represented
and supported


he is life support. and i hope he never pulls the plug.
then again, i wouldn't blame him if he did.