i guess i'm cool like that.

kinda sad that
the only thing that makes me feel beautiful
(besides you, obviously)
is sitting at home
on my own
wearing a platinum blond wig
that is kind of like...david bowie ate janis joplin
and playing world of warcraft
while watching a disney movie

WTF IS MY PROBLEM?!

♥

i'm so glad you're not mad
just when i thought
that everything had gone all wrong...

i'm just...glad.
euphoric, actually.

i thought you were going to be the end of me.

amazing how i could squeeze myself through such a small window.

unable to breathe
wailing in a state of loss
for the one thing
that had managed to keep me alive for so long
and then it was gone
and wailing
at the prospect of a new beginning
with someone who makes me happier than you ever could have
terrified of the light presented before me
small though it was,
i've had a bad experience
with stars and their ways of being
i'm not sure i have space for another crater on my soul
but i suppose, we'll see how it goes
with a star as significant as you

i love you. i'm sorry.

he is the only one
who has ever had the ability
to...
render me speechless
and unable to breathe

we're always in sync...

looks like,
i've fallen into this trap
all over again.